I am officially a high-school graduate now.
I got my diploma last night. And I don't feel happy at all.
I came to the conclusion that my life is officially started now, and I feel like I have no future without Sho in my life now. I can't believe how horribly I fucked things up. I still hold hope for us though, we still love each other. She just cannot be with a man like me right now. So we are heading our separate paths now, I can only hope that again they will cross and we can be lovers again one day.
I still would love nothing more than to spend the rest of my life with her....but it isn't happening as of now.
I will continue to pray, pray harder than I ever have before, that god will give me strength, and that he will give her hope of a better future with me.
I have hope.
HopefulBum
I got my diploma last night. And I don't feel happy at all.
I came to the conclusion that my life is officially started now, and I feel like I have no future without Sho in my life now. I can't believe how horribly I fucked things up. I still hold hope for us though, we still love each other. She just cannot be with a man like me right now. So we are heading our separate paths now, I can only hope that again they will cross and we can be lovers again one day.
I still would love nothing more than to spend the rest of my life with her....but it isn't happening as of now.
I will continue to pray, pray harder than I ever have before, that god will give me strength, and that he will give her hope of a better future with me.
I have hope.
HopefulBum
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